so i am happily married on the 26th of september 2010.but thats not what i am here for. anyways...
we all know high school life was crazy! its suppose to be like that since we were still childish & immature. but i would never expect this would still carry on to collage. gossips are fine, but in collage & to your own friend whom you see everyday, girl thats kids style. if you wanna be a bitch in collage you dont play back stab cause that is for high school. you say it to the face.
some of you may be saying like what the hell am i talking about. well, i think i had enough pretending that things are okay. everybody knows when someone is talking behind their back. heck we're humans. we got instinct!
i dont really mind you love to talk about people so much that when i confront you with the truth you act dumb. what more stupid was that you blocked me even more & probably expect me to be stupid not to know. well earth to you, i know. like duh. you block me but not my other friends. who is the stupid one here? do you not know the button "remove from friends"? would that make it easier? i really dont mind, cause i rather be friend with a defect person than a pretender. dont blame me for shooting out the truth to your face today. atleast i got guts to be honest & do the right thing. oh & heres a thing, dont take friends for granted. you dont know when you might need a real friend again. & then if shes not there for you, dont you blame her. you blame yourself to play around with friendship.
& you, we all see you differently than what you are turning into right now. i wanna say its 'ketulahan' but come to think again, A' uzubillah, hopefully not. it is normal that everyone can be a two-face. but being a two-face to Allah. Subahanallah, i hope your journey in life and the hereafter is safe. you are better than who you think you are now & i pray one day you'll come to your sense again & not only ask for forgiveness from those you hurt but also from Allah.
& then there is the other you. i seriously dont get it what is your problem actually. you give people names and for what again? to be so-called Blair? i dont think so. girl, wake up, we are in Brunei. not New York City, okay? plus if you wanna be a bitch, i advise you to keep improving that english. not only that, improve your attiude. youre not only mean to those you are not close with, but you are also mean to those you call as your BFFs. its either each one of you guys dont know or you guys are just so good at pretending that you forgot you are pretending. cause from what i observe, thats what all of you guys do. so if im one of you guys, i'll keep a look out at my back.
speaking of my back, dont think im stupid not to know whats going on. i know & no one needs to tell me if someone is talking behind my back. i told you, we're humans. we got instinct, & i got a strong one. & its alright, i forgive cause i also have the feeling she stopped. thats what real friends do, forgive and understand.
we all get confused sometimes. & i see you all as confused people, who thinks collage life is like in Gossip Girl. thats because not everyone gets to see the reality of people in life especially in Brunei. im not proud but yeah, i have seen almost all. & you guys are not even close to the bad issue i have been through. so yeah, one day we'll might forgive each other & laugh about these days or maybe some might be just too immature enough to be bothered. oh well, thats how life goes. some are okay, some are not.
i really dont know whether to be mad or not on what is happening in my class right now. it is sad though to keep on thinking of going to school with pretending faces everywhere. atleast i can cope with it. how about you guys? can you actually pretend till whenever? you might think it will be over when the course ends, but think of it again, Brunei is a small country yknow.
yes, i made this blog on purpose for you to read. i dont want to jot the names because i respect my classmates no matter how it goes everyday. im doing this to make you see whats going on actually. & i did think of saying it front-to-front but come to think of it again, with a crowd like you guys, its better to just write it.
right, whatever. i dont know how you will take this & it might be a slap on the face. if it is 'menyadarkan', Alhamdulillah & if it is not, i apologize early for any hearbreaking terms & its not my problem you listen to Satans instead. what i know is honesty is the best policy.
enough said here. lastly,
Pel, thank you for being there & supporting on whatever is happening. you always tell me what is best to do. i love you, my bestfriend :)
some of you may be saying like what the hell am i talking about. well, i think i had enough pretending that things are okay. everybody knows when someone is talking behind their back. heck we're humans. we got instinct!
i dont really mind you love to talk about people so much that when i confront you with the truth you act dumb. what more stupid was that you blocked me even more & probably expect me to be stupid not to know. well earth to you, i know. like duh. you block me but not my other friends. who is the stupid one here? do you not know the button "remove from friends"? would that make it easier? i really dont mind, cause i rather be friend with a defect person than a pretender. dont blame me for shooting out the truth to your face today. atleast i got guts to be honest & do the right thing. oh & heres a thing, dont take friends for granted. you dont know when you might need a real friend again. & then if shes not there for you, dont you blame her. you blame yourself to play around with friendship.
& you, we all see you differently than what you are turning into right now. i wanna say its 'ketulahan' but come to think again, A' uzubillah, hopefully not. it is normal that everyone can be a two-face. but being a two-face to Allah. Subahanallah, i hope your journey in life and the hereafter is safe. you are better than who you think you are now & i pray one day you'll come to your sense again & not only ask for forgiveness from those you hurt but also from Allah.
& then there is the other you. i seriously dont get it what is your problem actually. you give people names and for what again? to be so-called Blair? i dont think so. girl, wake up, we are in Brunei. not New York City, okay? plus if you wanna be a bitch, i advise you to keep improving that english. not only that, improve your attiude. youre not only mean to those you are not close with, but you are also mean to those you call as your BFFs. its either each one of you guys dont know or you guys are just so good at pretending that you forgot you are pretending. cause from what i observe, thats what all of you guys do. so if im one of you guys, i'll keep a look out at my back.
speaking of my back, dont think im stupid not to know whats going on. i know & no one needs to tell me if someone is talking behind my back. i told you, we're humans. we got instinct, & i got a strong one. & its alright, i forgive cause i also have the feeling she stopped. thats what real friends do, forgive and understand.
we all get confused sometimes. & i see you all as confused people, who thinks collage life is like in Gossip Girl. thats because not everyone gets to see the reality of people in life especially in Brunei. im not proud but yeah, i have seen almost all. & you guys are not even close to the bad issue i have been through. so yeah, one day we'll might forgive each other & laugh about these days or maybe some might be just too immature enough to be bothered. oh well, thats how life goes. some are okay, some are not.
i really dont know whether to be mad or not on what is happening in my class right now. it is sad though to keep on thinking of going to school with pretending faces everywhere. atleast i can cope with it. how about you guys? can you actually pretend till whenever? you might think it will be over when the course ends, but think of it again, Brunei is a small country yknow.
yes, i made this blog on purpose for you to read. i dont want to jot the names because i respect my classmates no matter how it goes everyday. im doing this to make you see whats going on actually. & i did think of saying it front-to-front but come to think of it again, with a crowd like you guys, its better to just write it.
right, whatever. i dont know how you will take this & it might be a slap on the face. if it is 'menyadarkan', Alhamdulillah & if it is not, i apologize early for any hearbreaking terms & its not my problem you listen to Satans instead. what i know is honesty is the best policy.
enough said here. lastly,
Pel, thank you for being there & supporting on whatever is happening. you always tell me what is best to do. i love you, my bestfriend :)
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