live, love, laugh & dance.

one of those gaming days.

2011-03-01T02:20:00.003+08:00

it's been a month! sorry bloggy! i have been busy.. as always! well this time, it's not the pets :x i have been playing games, Kingdom Hearts to be precise. i am a gamer (at times), so thats what i do (according my mood). but hey, when i start playing a game, you dont wanna know! i've played RPG, even the online games, some kids game too. anything that interests me actually.

anyways, i know Kingdom Hearts is an old game but i was 13 or something at that time so i always skip scenes & end up stop playing in the middle of the game. but when i started playing it again this january (or february?), i just noticed the story line & it is so sweet (!) that it got me addicted on wanting to know whats gonna happen next. they really should make an anime or 3D series on it, honestly.

i started off with Kingdom Hearts & after i gamed it, i continued Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories. gamed it again & then i continued Kingdom Hearts II but then, my sister-in-law lent me her Nintendo DS so now, i am trying to finish off Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days before finishing KHII. the story line of the game is just so perfect! because of it, im gonna buy a Nintendo DS (probably this week) so i can play Kingdom Hearts Recoded too!

i cant wait for Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep, in which i might buy a new PSP too & also Kingdom Hearts III! we're waiting to make sure on what it would be released on. if its on PS3, then heck, buying PS3 it is. my husband wanted it anyways.

(scroll up). wow, i talk a lot when it comes to games, huh?

anyways, the husband is gonna fly off this weekend for his courses in Singapore :'( i wanted to go too but when i think about the tickets amounting to $500, i can buy a PSP & Nintendo DS with that! even better, the husband can buy his PS3 with that! sigh. so i decided not to go & just stay for a long karaoke night parties at my cousins' whose gonna get married (in which i have told you on the previous blog). sigh. hope times will fly fast when he's not around..

just saying it!

2011-02-09T16:46:00.007+08:00

i cant help noticing that there are now more of these social networking stuffs. there's facebook as we all know & when people get too bored of that, they go to twitter. i must admit, some people in facebook are mostly whom we now wish we dont know & that is why we moved on twitter. & with foursquare, formspring & all the twit things, it made it more fun to be updating twitter. this also cause us more active in our formspring & foursquare etc.

plus we all know that it would be a talk if we spam a lot on facebook news feed, but hey, its alright to spam in twitter. so my vote is on twitter!

lately i have also been spending my time on tumblr. i discovered that it is actually easy! i tend to use each of my accounts for several purposes.

FACEBOOK: keep in touch with family & friends.

TWITTER: where i can update about anything anytime!

FOURSQUARE: updates on my whereabouts. (it is also posted at TWITTER)

FORMSPRING: where anyone can ask questions to me. (my answers will also be posted on TWITTER)

TUMBLR: letting out my random feelings through photo, quotes & reblogging. (updates on this will also be posted on TWITTER)

FRIENDSTER: keep in touch with very old friends.

i also have other accounts but i am more active in the first 5 accounts. & as you can see, most of them are accessed to my twitter, making it easier to post & it save up the time for fun! :)

well i have to go now. im not addicted to the internet to be staying online 24/7. but i'll hit you soon bloggy!

2011!

2011-02-04T17:23:00.006+08:00

sorry i havent been updating since last year. i have been busy with new my new pets & i have to admit, twitter got me addicted. with all the new applications like twitpic & twitlonger, & also foursquare that has able to update my twitter status on my whereabouts, it got me attached.

other than that, i am also on tumblr. still new to it though but no worries, im keeping my blogger for my daily life stories & will share you the stories when i have the time to update. i just made tumblr as a page for me to let out my ramblings on what i feel.

january had been a busy month for me as my friend gave me newborn rabbits! they were hard to take care of be me & my husband did it! the babies are now almost a month year older & they are big & healthy :)

the baby rabbits; ruby, chip & scarlet

other than that, we were also given a cat & the cat was a hard job because it was unfriendly so we decided to put it in the old cat house & mated it with my sister's cat so that it wont get lonely.

tiger damit

to add another task for myself, i took care of a stray kitten that was hiding under my brother's car. it was scared in the beginning & very small. but now she has grown big & playful.

roxanne; sleeping with the baby rabbits

now that most of the pets can take care of themselves, we're just in time to make ourself free for my cousin's coming karaoke party. she is like a big sister for me & she is the final sister to get married! though her wedding is on march, they're gonna start an early celebration this february & it will be another busy but undoubted fun month!

yayai (the bride-to-be), ika (the first to wed) & me!

before i go i wanna wish everyone a very

happy new year

happy chinese new year!

may this year bring us all health, wealth & prosperity!

talk to you till then.

p.s. - you can find the link to my twitter, tumblr, foursquare & formspring at the side bar on the right :)

on his birthday ♥

2010-11-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

20th November 2010

Pel's 24th birthday ♥

12.30 midnight

surprised him in the room

3.30 pm

gave him his presents

8.30 pm

surprised him again with sibs

his present from ka mimit

went to JP with the sibs

went to empire too

i will always wish for your health, wealth and success my beloved husband.

i pray to Allah to always be yours & know that i will love you till the end baby.

may you have a great one this time cause i will never get bored of surprising you.

happy birhtday, Pel :)

drama all over again.

2010-11-12T15:24:00.004+08:00

so much for my recent post -.-

i really dont get it why on earth are our class is like this. for what actually? we're gonna finish in like 2 weeks & are we really gonna end it with no talking? i miss the simple life. oh wait, i never had one! drama, drama, drama! & just when i thought it was over, there comes another one.

at first i was okay with it. cause its understandable that not everyone trust everyone. okay, i got sick, you dont believe it. its okay. as long as the teacher knows it, thats what matter; impress the teachers cause theyre the one who gave you grades. not anyone else. but i never thought i would be called a bitch because of being sick! like WTF? thats like saying God is a bitch cause as far as i know, everything that occurs in life is in the hands of Allah. Astagafirullah may Allah save the souls who meant that.

not that i wanted to pinpoint but i hardly talk bad things about a person every single day until it has to go as an online insult. infact, calling someone a bitch is not worth my time to be honest. & when people inform me about him/her saying this & that, i hardly give a damn. okay, he/she thinks im a bitch, whatever, its not like they're giving me my lunch money everyday. but saying it in sarcasm, oh come on! just say it like you mean it so we can get this over with. wait, i did that & it still turns out the same way. making me go like "my god! you have got to be kidding me."

that was when i wanted to ignore it again because like i said, its not worth the time. i have better things to do than worrying on what other thinks of me. especially if they dont know whats going on. but then, just when i was thinking of a clean slate. BAM! someone becomes great because he/she cannot swear someone without using sarcasm. like, okay kid-stuff much!

cut the crap, enough of this. i am totally done trying to ignore the pain of the bullet shots by friends. & for bringing up my husband, you declared war, you got it! who needs an army when you had made it easier for us.

my classmates are the best!

2010-11-02T07:43:00.002+08:00

i have been helping out a friend recently who has trouble with their classmates. i wont mention who as i respect others privacy. but from what i see & from what i heard, i never thought i would say it but yes, my classmates are way better!

though our classes talks behind each others back & can sometimes hate each other, in the end, we still talk to each other. we do not gather an army & try to make some feel isolated. even though our course is almost over, we dont do that. ani dorang alum tantu abis tahun ani, udah tia main pulau-pulaukan orang. like the heck? thats childish! what will happen if youre on a groupwork? dont you think of that?

thats one thing. the other day they complaint about my friend being angry on the facebook was inappropriate. okay, its true. i admit it myself, it is wrong. but how about your troops who does that? its okay for you guys but not okay for them? i thought self defense by shooting your anger at them in the class was enough but i guess it wasnt, as i see it from one of the troops status having an issue with my friend being silent now. it got me wondering, what the heck do they want actually? her showing anger is wrong, her backing off is wrong? isnt backing off good?

i honestly say, my friends was wrong but that doenst mean the others are not. is it my friend's fault that you choose side? is it my other friend's fault to make you judge others? i really dont understand whats wrong with admitting youre wrong & not pointing it out on one person.

& saying that once both person has said they dont want each other when they are on raging fire, means they shouldnt be together. well youre wrong! for god sake! havent you heard "never give up on something or someone you love?" even gossipgirl says it, "in the face of true love, you dont just give up". sure we do not know if it is true love or not but being together for a year, isnt that real? okay lah, jangantah jauh. what if one of your parents doesnt show you equal love to you & when theyre mad at you they swore. would you give up on them? would you abandon your parents? i dont think so. you'll eventually forgive them, right? tulah ada mun buduh cematu, auzubillah.

the moment i see how they are the other day, i have gone speechless. & in my mind was, "im glad my classmates are better than these people." i didnt even know how to defend my friend properly. & an older person has to be reminded of his responsibility before hitting another person. pathetic i should say. hes lucky i dont give complaints to his department cause urging to hit a kid can cause him a warning from his workforce.

if one of the troops are reading this, sadar-sadar tah mun rasanya kan banar-banar belajar sana atu. think about groupwork & discussion studies. & dont you know such stress can cause a suicide? so dont be childish. & to my classmates, god! you guys dont know how thankful i am on how mature you guys actually are! :)

okay, enough said. i got school to attend. till next time.

my latest & last relationship.

2010-10-16T01:31:00.004+08:00

exs. the first thing that comes into our mind when we remember our exs are "wonder how he/she is?" or "wonder if the bitch is still alive?". some may be "why was i with him/her in the first place" or maybe, "what happened between us again?".

i guess its normal that they cross our mind sometimes, especially if they passed by infront of us. it'll be awkward if it was an eye-to-eye clash. i've clashed into my ex on the mini mart & he actually parked beside our car when there were like more big space on the other side. what would cross into you mind when that happens? "why on earth?" much, right? & i as a forgiving person, smiled to him with a "why the hell does he have to park beside me!" in my heart. then, the next day he passed by our car again but luckily he didnt see me. phew.

come to think of it, silly how some girls are at the early teens to believe the term forever. some okay, i said some! im not judging anyway, i was like that myself once upon a time & it took me about 30 plus guys to date to find the right man, whom i call my husband now.

what i noticed about my previous relationships was, it was all planned. i have this thing which we probably call it a perfectionist. like, i hint guys on how to be sweet so they'll do things my way & they actually did! like i told them i like guys who makes me laugh, & they'll make me laugh alright. it all went well until someone has to ruin it, example they got bored on being a fake.

unlike before, what i have now is not the same. i didnt plan it all. well most of it. i didnt plan on falling in love with him for real, thats one thing for sure. we started as friends at MSN. he was introduced by this guy i used to like on a conversation chat at MSN cause this guy i like wants to prove he doesnt mind me chatting with another guy he knows. so yeah, the first nick i call my husband before wasnt good actually, cause i called him 'baie'. haha! so i swear alot, atleast he knows how i am. plus he backed up the guy who i used to like, who was teasing me. so i have my reasons, okay.

he made the first move by adding me. we chatted at times, but not everyday cause i was still into the guy i used to like. until one day, i was doing a medical check at RIPAS with my clasmates & we finished early. if i have to wait for my dad, it'll be like waiting for another 2 hours. i wasnt used to my classmates yet at that time to get myself a ride so what i did was call someone i know with a car to pick me up. it took me 15 minutes to think on whom to be called & then i remember him; my husband whom i still swore at that time haha. that made me making the second move without even noticing it was a move. i still remember the call & it was like:

me: hello, pel. keraja kau?
pel: inda, napa?
ma: mana kau ni?
pel: dirumah, napa?
me: dapat kau tolong aku?
pel: napa?
me: aku nada ride balik, so dapat kau ambil aku kah?
pel: dimana kau?
me: hospital RIPAS.
pel: bah, tunggu jap.
me: bah, thank you thank you. message saja aku ah.

HAHA! random much? if that was in the middle of the night, he probably think it was a botty call. LOL!

so, i waited for him with a friend & my friend was like making me doubting the phone call a bit as he said "you hardly know him. bisai-bisai saja". i was like, 'oh yeah, i just remember we never met.' so within 20 minutes, he came & my first impression was 'ooo. he has a good car'. haha i was materialistic at that time, okay. so i walked in, sat & said hi. i still remember how i sat & it was at the very corner of the seat. i didnt even turn away from him, incase of something. i did checked him out though & my second impression was 'ah i see, hidung mancung.' i wouldnt say it was love at first sight. we talked like how we chat on our way & it was easy for us to get along as i was really friendly back then.

ever since then, we always chat & we started to talk on the phone until dawn. i have to admit, the dawn part, i made him do that by hinting him. i havent fallen for him though. it was more of a lust at that time as i was heartbroken by the guy i used to like. time passed by and slowly, i didnt notice things was actually moving on by itself as he started to send me home after school as i dont like being picked up late by my parents & also started to have lunch with me, like always.

my friends noticed that there was something between us but i was in denial & said he was more of a bestfriend. back then it was for me. im not sure about him but from his side of the story, he said he had fallen for me ever since we met face-to-face. yes, on the so-called booty call ride. anyways, i was tired of being in love at that time so i rather be bestfriends with him at that time.

he made the third move as he asked if i wanted to go out for a movie, though it was with his friends. i didnt think i could go but i gave it a try asking my dad, & to my surprise, he allowed it. & again without noticing it, that was also another move on in our friendship. ever since then again, we always hang out together especially at my place. that was when i started to notice something will eventually happen between us & at that time, i was so not into him. i was even thinking of a plot on how to get rid of him or atleast let him know i see him as a bestfriend only. but i was too late, he started to show his feelings & say that i was the only girl he likes. so, i just go with the flow & let time slip my way out of this.

one night, i got my key to the escape door. he was somewhere in the toilet i think, & i was in the living room with his phone. suddenly a text message came & i, thinking myself that bestfriends dont hide anything from each other, simply open the message. it was a text from another girl, defining herself as his so-called girlfriend. instead of seeing the light to the escape door, i got mad. i dont even know why i was furious. i dont even like him! well, that was what i thought. when he came back, i gave him the phone without exiting the text message & told him to leave. he looked down his phone & knew why i was like that. he wanted to explain but i dont want to hear anything. i told him to leave & when i got into my room, i actually cried. not that i was sad because of that, i was sad why am i mad! i was sad because i dont know why i am sad! i was so sad that i didnt even bother of his text messaged and calls that night.

the next day he called me, in tears, saying sorry & stuffs but i was back to the cold heart me. i told him never to disturb me again & ended the call thinking i have ended everything. but i was wrong. that same day, at night, i was taking a nap when my brother woke me up saying he came. that was something i didnt expect at all. i went down to see him with a plastic bag full of chocolates & that got me dumbfounded. in my head was 'i didnt plan this to happen'. i wanted to smile but remembering the fact hes the same as the others made me not to. i sat & told him i just cant do it more than being friends. he said he understand & he just wants me to give him a chance to atleast make it up. i with my ego told him not to put up more hopes instead. LOL!

again, ever since, we were close again. closer than before. he even followed me on our family raya when i thought he'd be with his family. that was when we did a big step of move on in our friendship/so-called relationship or whatever ship you call it as he meets every one of my relatives! what was more awkward for me was when my parents confidently introduced him as my boyfriend to everyone! i was like "OMG NOOO!" & he was like doing the teasing face of liking that introductions. i swore i wanted to choke him at that time. well, in a teasing way actually. after what happened, i started to think whether i like him or not & have to actually let everyone & him face reality that we were just bestfriends.

as i planned to loosen up tings with him, i noticed i was starting to miss him. i noticed how he has always been there for me & i mean always there beside me whenever i need someone. & somewhere in early october, at 2 am when i couldnt sleep, & there was used to be him to entertain me, i finally noticed i do have feelings for him. instead of leaving him a text message, i emailed him as we were into sending emails at that time. LOL!

i didnt wanna go too fast so i said we can start but i want an official start on the 20th october. that was because incase i changed my mind actually. sorry baby :p i did have doubts as i was still scared to be in a relationship again. thoughts of my pasts relationships with my exs makes me more scared to begin a new one again. but somehow, he managed to eased me down and accept fate :)

ever since 20th october 2008, we got together. he stole almost every firsts he could in my life, like the first one to go out of Brunei with me, the first to sleepover, the first to bring me out anytime & come home anytime, well sometimes. though, there was a lot of crazy ups & downs. it was more easy when it was my exs than with him that i almost give up!

but now, here i am, sitting here, doing this blog, as his wife :)

& now i know, it was hard with him because what we have now is real. it wasnt planned because Allah planned this without my conscious, to surprise me with the person who is the total opposite of what i want in a guy. i thank Allah to let me found Pel & let this man who is scores zero in my checklist to be a perfect fit in my life :)

i guess this is my advance speech for our relationship anniversary.

happy advance 2 years anniversary, my husband :)

& i pray to be only yours, my bestfriend ♥

& im guessing the talk carries on.

2010-10-14T12:01:00.004+08:00

so i am happily married on the 26th of september 2010.

but thats not what i am here for. anyways...

we all know high school life was crazy! its suppose to be like that since we were still childish & immature. but i would never expect this would still carry on to collage. gossips are fine, but in collage & to your own friend whom you see everyday, girl thats kids style. if you wanna be a bitch in collage you dont play back stab cause that is for high school. you say it to the face.

some of you may be saying like what the hell am i talking about. well, i think i had enough pretending that things are okay. everybody knows when someone is talking behind their back. heck we're humans. we got instinct!

i dont really mind you love to talk about people so much that when i confront you with the truth you act dumb. what more stupid was that you blocked me even more & probably expect me to be stupid not to know. well earth to you, i know. like duh. you block me but not my other friends. who is the stupid one here? do you not know the button "remove from friends"? would that make it easier? i really dont mind, cause i rather be friend with a defect person than a pretender. dont blame me for shooting out the truth to your face today. atleast i got guts to be honest & do the right thing. oh & heres a thing, dont take friends for granted. you dont know when you might need a real friend again. & then if shes not there for you, dont you blame her. you blame yourself to play around with friendship.

& you, we all see you differently than what you are turning into right now. i wanna say its 'ketulahan' but come to think again, A' uzubillah, hopefully not. it is normal that everyone can be a two-face. but being a two-face to Allah. Subahanallah, i hope your journey in life and the hereafter is safe. you are better than who you think you are now & i pray one day you'll come to your sense again & not only ask for forgiveness from those you hurt but also from Allah.

& then there is the other you. i seriously dont get it what is your problem actually. you give people names and for what again? to be so-called Blair? i dont think so. girl, wake up, we are in Brunei. not New York City, okay? plus if you wanna be a bitch, i advise you to keep improving that english. not only that, improve your attiude. youre not only mean to those you are not close with, but you are also mean to those you call as your BFFs. its either each one of you guys dont know or you guys are just so good at pretending that you forgot you are pretending. cause from what i observe, thats what all of you guys do. so if im one of you guys, i'll keep a look out at my back.

speaking of my back, dont think im stupid not to know whats going on. i know & no one needs to tell me if someone is talking behind my back. i told you, we're humans. we got instinct, & i got a strong one. & its alright, i forgive cause i also have the feeling she stopped. thats what real friends do, forgive and understand.

we all get confused sometimes. & i see you all as confused people, who thinks collage life is like in Gossip Girl. thats because not everyone gets to see the reality of people in life especially in Brunei. im not proud but yeah, i have seen almost all. & you guys are not even close to the bad issue i have been through. so yeah, one day we'll might forgive each other & laugh about these days or maybe some might be just too immature enough to be bothered. oh well, thats how life goes. some are okay, some are not.

i really dont know whether to be mad or not on what is happening in my class right now. it is sad though to keep on thinking of going to school with pretending faces everywhere. atleast i can cope with it. how about you guys? can you actually pretend till whenever? you might think it will be over when the course ends, but think of it again, Brunei is a small country yknow.

yes, i made this blog on purpose for you to read. i dont want to jot the names because i respect my classmates no matter how it goes everyday. im doing this to make you see whats going on actually. & i did think of saying it front-to-front but come to think of it again, with a crowd like you guys, its better to just write it.

right, whatever. i dont know how you will take this & it might be a slap on the face. if it is 'menyadarkan', Alhamdulillah & if it is not, i apologize early for any hearbreaking terms & its not my problem you listen to Satans instead. what i know is honesty is the best policy.

enough said here. lastly,

Pel, thank you for being there & supporting on whatever is happening. you always tell me what is best to do. i love you, my bestfriend :)

my life lately.

2010-09-05T20:40:00.006+08:00

hey bloggy! im back! with drama! drama! drama! pergh!

is it me or life is just that way? i have turned 20 around 3 weeks ago & i have been living my whole life with complete dramas. family, puppylove, friendship, you name it, i experienced almost all of it. well atleast i dont think myself as some celebrity thing. latest drama in my life is I'M GETTING MARRIED THIS 26TH! :D

anyway, for the last few month. well actually from the begging of the year, i have been having CRAZY DRAMAS! crazy i tell you! i admit, i had another guy & wanted to leave my man, then in the end i broke up with the other guy & choose my man, but then my man has another girl. but when i found it out, he left the bitch just like that though. 'horay'? i think. pfftt. it still doesnt change the fact that he is stupid cause i trusted him not to actually be doing the same thing. karma i tell you. relationships are like that i suppose. wait no, life is like that!

what my man doesnt know was what had been going on in my life since he was too busy with his stupid fat bitch. i had to go through things on my own. my family was going crazy without my dad at that time since he was off to KL. school was even crazier that i almost quit. he doesnt know that i dont have money for my own lunch cause i didnt wanna ask from him since i wanted him to save. & i expected him to pay off his car loan & phone bills. but turns out he didnt paid his car for 3 months & his phone bill for like ages. & instead he goes paying the bitch's handphone bill. like wtf? doesnt she know a guy have a life too? what a gold digger. i pity her. but i pity her future husband the most. if she will have one LOL! i suppose she is suffering now as she has lost her ride & money & still has a fat ass.

i know what you people may be thinking. like "why marry the douche?". well, everyone has their reasons when it comes to this. since i started a relationship, i have been with a thousand douches & turns out after i broke up with them, they suddenly got smart with their new girlfriends. well that was after i blabbed on how they should treat a woman & rejected their tears of wanting me back though. so i put myself leaving the man im going to marry ani. & for the first time, i couldnt actually imagine doing it. despite of what he did, it made me realized that i love this douche! it also made me realized my own mistake & somehow it made me willing to be better. thats when i noticed this thing we have is different & im not gonna let it him go just like that & give him to another fat bitch or whatsoever.

my point of the story is, people make mistake. it was my mistake to trust him 100%, his mistake to be a douche & the fat bitch's mistake to easily trust guys. not that she is counted in our problems, i just feel like saying that. anyways, anyone deserve chances. especially if that person is a person we know for a long time, right? though we might want revenge. i do my revenge my own way. i dont go search for guys, oh no. im not a bitch to do that. instead, i will demand for what i want most & that will make me happy. if i dont get it, hes dead. well he should be thankful. its either that or me with another guy. & if i do it his way, being with another guy, i wont do it secretly from him.

so baby, if youre reading this, i have told you. my feeling for you are sincere but do that silly mistake again, you know what i will do. youve seen me dealing with those who mess with me. you dont want that, neither do i. yes, i still hate you but that doesnt mean i stopped loving you okay. note that in your head! you know i love you, douche! :) ♥

p.s. - this is me who is angry yet, still in love. so dont mind the fire :)

♥

this year wishlist!

2010-01-27T23:01:00.001+08:00

i am soooo wanting these three!

#1. Nokia N97 Mini!

#2. Dell Alienware M15

#3. Nikon D5000

a short story in class.

2010-01-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

its kapih season again & one day in the class HCM/10, our classmate sham figured out a way to make money..

then hafiz also sees this opportunity & took his chance.

sham sees his challenge & decides to win the audience.

again, hafiz try his best to make business work.

& look who made it easy for everyone :p

need sham's help? dial:

that i do no know.

&this; biasaaa. sham inda mau-mau.

the end :)

i'll be back!

2010-01-24T13:34:00.002+08:00

oh my. this page is officially abandoned. LOL! sorry, i almost forgot i have a blog :S thats bad.

will continue here soon. i guess, since attachment is over! wohoo ;D

will try my best. hopefully. xoxo!

ps- 1, elek shaa kau ;D

new year barbeque.

2010-01-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

location: berakas beach

hero of the day much; boogy

mamat & awang

mijan & ajim

waiting for the arang pfftt!

finally important stuffs came.

nice view heh?

dont ask. even i was like "oh my. are you okay?" LOL!

action! :p

chef. well how about that.

my baby :)

ejeee sampat lagi tu :p

this is where they disappear -.-"

jangan inda galat! online di hutan. hehe.

yoyo & tish datang :D

makin ramai hehe.

pirik datang-datang tarus ikut menyalai.

zaty & keena was there too :D

ejeeee macam apa :p

lagi ejeeee!

ropy & rena ❤

aki & loli ❤

mamat & awang ❤ WEK! :p

this is what they call balance!

& this, brotherly love/gay! LOL!

si boogy bangun atu tarus.. yeah.

hamzi & girlfriend ❤

celebrated hamzi's brithday tarus :D

ryna & eddy ❤

dyz & fyn ❤

orang frust :x

pirik mabuk laut?

my & pel ❤

lastly, meet the long lost friend whom i clash with in gaming life after 11 years, boogy ❤

an escape to KK.

2009-12-31T10:10:00.000+08:00

date: 28th - 30th december 2009

early subuh. all set & ready :D

& off to KK. wohoo!

otw, car brokedown. pfftt!

we stayed at Tunes di 1 Borneo :D

bowling at midnight. no lies.

breakfast at the town.

at night, met the three brothers & wohoo. HAHA!

yoyo

boogy!

pirik

they keep teasing me -.-

then we played this archer game & it was awesome!!!

dinner at secret recipe :D

this was the last photo i able to take cause the cam was out of batt. bummers :(

durain feast.

2009-10-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

durain feast at sheraton for the staffs :D

saufie

kak lina

kak mar

bu lina

saufie & abang mamat. antam. santai. LOL!

kak diana

fevian

liza :D

setiawan

kiot!

a year with you ❤

2009-10-20T23:04:00.001+08:00

dinner at mangrove resort :)

no flowers but a teddy :D

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNI BABY!

I LOVE YOU TILL THE END (:

thank you love!

2009-09-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

he gave me 20 roses on our 11th anni (:

i love my baby alwaaaaays! ❤

sungkai at rizqun.

2009-09-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

sungkai out!

at: rizqun :D

time: sungkai lah!

with: aming, bobby, adik-adik angkat aming, pel ❤

aming.

the adik angkats.

❤

shushi!

alama :x

my candid face.

bobby's candid face. LOL!

after this, me & pel went to padil's booth. biasa, mengacau. LOL!

a crack day on puasa.

2009-09-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

once upon a ramadhan. boredom case of waiting the sungkai time..

siang-siang, karaoke with nini. made us thirsty tapi diam saja haha!

went out at gadong with my baby but in the end i sungkai sushi with my friends while he sungkai at foodcourt sama his friends.

mengacau booth si padil. LOL!

engagement night.

2009-08-29T00:49:00.022+08:00

FINALLY I GOT THE PICTS!

early that night..

calling my "boyfriend".

them technicians babes.

RF crew! ♥

gossiping haha!

meanwhile outside..

& the time has come..

mummy, me & his mommy :)

my baby's daddy.

my daddy.

"im engaged!"

B Crews ♥

Zazu & Azim.

Hadi & Kaz.

HCM/10 ♥

RF Crew & them thecs ♥

at 11 ish, my baby came :)

happy fasting.

2009-08-22T03:47:00.000+08:00

this goes out for everyone :)

finally 19.

2009-08-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

thank you for the cake, baby & nini edi :D

& thank you everyone for your-made-me-speechless greetings :')

our engagement day.

2009-08-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

p.s. - all these picts are from my friend. i'll update more as soon as i get my share of the night's pict :) & thank you all again.

visit to bridex.

2009-08-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

visit to BridEx.

tuu babyku :D

orang cantik time the visit. manis.

dinner out.

2009-08-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

dinner out at pines.

with: someone, ropy, jul, edi, piyul, my baby & eeds who joined abit laternya.

delayed eat-outs.

2009-07-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

at mall gadong with zaza, rash & wynn.

at funbread with my baby, edi, padil & someone-rather-unnamed.

at pines with nurrul, izzah & azizi.

barbeque at muara. again.

2009-07-26T22:11:00.012+08:00

venua: muara beach. again.

time: morning till 6 p.m.

whos there?:

sabby, pel, edi, ropy, rina, eeds, zaty, keena, mirul, piyul, adib, afiq, padil, ryna, ajim, mijan, syuk, azman, najib, pitan, pisang, suki, jul.

let the picts tell the story.

yul's birthday

2009-06-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

at home.

at pizza hut.

at makcik's bakery.

at excapade.

at RF.

birthday party at soto rindu.

2009-06-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Aming's, Rafi's & Raihan's bithday celebration at Soto Rindu.

18 watching Transformer: Revenge of The Fallen.

2009-06-24T03:33:00.010+08:00

my facebook status says it all: "going to gadong at 9 P.M. & watching TRANSFORMER 2 at 10.20 P.M."
watched it with: Pel ♥, Eeds, Adi Eedah, Ayip, Piyul, Suki, Ajim, Mijan, Pitan, Edi, Padil, Syuk, Azman, Yusof Pudgee, Ripin, Dyz (GF Ripin), Amzi.
at: Mall Gadong.
special thanks to: Yusof Pudgee, Syuk & Edi! (:
sorry to: Ropy & Rina :S

babyku tidur while waiting for 8ish.

while waiting for my baby to call Ripin.

while waiting for Ripin to call his girl.

thats only 16 tickets!

the boys taking over the cashier. yes thats all of them.

Azman, Edi, Ajim, Syuk, Padil, Amzi.

Mijan, Piyul, Suki.

yes, thats $33 something.

Syuk, Amzi, Mijan.

Amzi, Mijan, Padil, Suki lawa.

Piyul posing.

Adi Eedah, Eeds, Pel ♥

Edi, Yusof Pudgee, Syuk.

Edi, Ajim, Yusof Pudgee.

Eedah & Ayip.

waiting.

Yusof is feeding bumblebee, Padil feeding Optimus & Piyul? i guess hes feeding Sam & Mikael.

Padil is in love with Megan Fox.

& i love Shia LaBeouf! ♥

Piyul giving Eeds some of his popcorn cause hers fell -.-

the movie waas thrilling! it has all happy, sad & funny moments! i must say, its an epic! i love it! feel like watching it again! heres a link to the soundtrack of the movie: Linkin Park – “New Divide”

you really gotta watch it!

never expect you to be like this.

2009-06-13T22:51:00.008+08:00

been having hard weeks. painful & heartbroken & all. but he really made my day today.

he came, suprisingly, with a rose to say that hes sorry & nothing more better than ben & jerry's choco fudge brownies icecream to say i love you xD

at night he brought me out. told me that he has no idea where to go before we leave the house. so yeha, i said i'll go where he wants to go. & honestly, i didnt expected it. thought it would be LaMee or McD's, rupanya he brought me to eat at Excapade Sushi. xD

mini california maki & mini salmon mayo

Tempura Ebiko Maki & Salmon Maki

Niku Teriyaki Don

& that is for 2. lol.

the leftovers, kami tapaukan for them at RF.

baby i love you, no matter what ♥

a gamer's brithday.

2009-05-24T21:54:00.006+08:00

its ropy's day & he said he doesnt want any suprises. so i made a twist in it & gave him a last minute suprise! xD

i was broke so i borrowed some from my bro dulu. told my dad im going to gadong & as usual he said "dont come home late". yeah whatevs. so i was siap-siaping & when i went down, our baby cat, Kibam was missing! planning jalan at 7 inda jadi. jalan at 8 pulang. thank god my dad found him just by clicking his finger. gaahhh! so thank god he was found, we went to makcik bakery & bought the ready made cake. i purposely put a Kakashi doll & a fox doll at the cake. nyeh xD so off we went to gadong & made the suprise.

his cake.

comment dorang aku suprisekan:

ropy: "di RF lagi tu!"
pitan: "atu dapan-dapan" (cause i was singing lagu happy birthday di tlinga ropy haha!)
padil: "apa ni apa ni"
suki: *nyaman ketawanya*
piyul: "apani! nada bunyi-bunyi ani!" (sal ia mau suprise kan jua. okay bukan sorang yg kana suprise rupanya lol)

thanks to:

nini; whom kamcing with me giving info.
pel ku; for tambahkan duit ku haha.

lol! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GAMER!